There is someone….

Someone who always manage to brings dark cloud  even on the brightest days

Someone whom whenever I need sunshine, just left me drenching in the rain

Someone who always success fading the smile on my lips

Someone whom makes the talkative me become silent..

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There is someone..

Someone whom in the ideal world, I should love and adore

Someone whom in the real world, I deserve to hate and censure

But in this tiny world in my heart, I only felt numb, just nothingness inside

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There is someone…

Someone who corroded my soul by making me live with fear and  trauma

Someone whom the reason I force myself  mastering the art of poker face

Because it all just a contest, the one who lose  is  the one who explode first

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So after all that have been said and done

There are only two words to sum all of my feeling

Thank you …..

Compare to this, every other problem I face mean nothing

Compare to this, every others hardship become endurable

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Thank you very much,

Because of you I’ve learn  to fake the smile n’ laugh, even when it hurt so much

Because of you, I get use to always find the silver line, even on the darkest sky

Because of U, my heart can’t possibly break, coz’ it wasn’t even whole to begin with

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Once again, Thank you very much …